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2009-06-13T10:26:00.000-07:00

just updateing the blog because iam force to....but..yah its like been some time since i updated..

just gonna post what happen recently.....at last!!!its the hols!!jyeah!!got nothing plan..so i will be just stayin indoors..fuck!iam in love with this new song sang by rauzan and shino and the ish which now known as the crazy 88....they perform at the 10 year of local hip hop independent...at the art house recently..i really regret for not going...ccb!did i mention the title...?no i did not.its crazy 88..fuckin dope shit song!!of the benefit of the people who seriously got no no idea what i just said...they are one for our local rapper..but underground...all for them are like freakin awsome!!

you guys should see it for yourself...either add them at facebook or youtube(xs one regiment)

but best to add them...dont know them...go to my friends lists at facebook i got most of their adds....=).....and my darling ica is back for her hols!!i miss you slut!!and farah..plaese talk to me...

like i said to you....if anything...just anything.no matter how big or tiny the problem is...TALK TO ME BITCH!!why are you keepin it to yourself...huh?and this apply to all my sexy bitches...got problem..come and talk to me...i will always have you bitches back....=)back to farah...honey please talk to us!me and ica!!we are like seriously worried for you....please..a.s.a.p!!

but i just wanna say this..farah please this...

that fuckwit seriously dont derserve you!!sorry if i sound harsh..but iam just freakin mad at what he did to you...he is just like those fuckin bastard jerk out there who ought to go kill themself.. and i will be glad if they do that...then hurtin their our gf feeling...then they will give this i-dont-know look or i-dont-give-a-fuck look.-___-fuck them...they dont know how painful it feel..when you been cheated on...been dumped...i know i never been into a relationship..but trust me girl..i know how it feel...for them if we girls dump them or cheat on them...they will call us all sort of name...sundal la..playgirl la...bitch la..pelacur la..etc...then how about them?????? so they have all the right to do so..and we girls dont?come on la..we learn it for you guys also..farah i not askin you to do that...but all i could say is kalau jodoh tk ke mana....but i dont think its him la....

but someone who will appreciate every little thing you do for him.....sooo unlike him!!and treat you like princess...look at you like the first time he meets you on every date...and love you like there is no tomorrow..now i sound like some love novel..hahaha!!farah i know i have said this before and sure i gonna say it again...think wisely..decide wisely...your two bitches will always be there for you and you know that very well...we love bitch!

before i click on publish post..i just wanna answer some un-answer question....

for the record...i am staright people...and its not because i never been into relationship before iam not la...aiyoooo....tsk3.iam just not ready into all this...just look at my bitches problem about their bf....seriously i dont want to be in their shoe...stressing sia!!!and about alif sleeq..hahaha!!

iam just a fan...nothing more than that...it was just a random joke..now iam just focusin on my future..that only yesterday i realise that iam turnin 18 this year and in 2 year iam 20..sooo no time to waste...all the love shit thingy...i guess it will come naturally..its like a butterfly..if you run after the butterfly,the butterfly will fly far away..and you will not get it..but if you sit down quietly... that butterfly will come to you by its own.....get what i mean???

-love-

got nothing better to do!!

2009-05-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: plain water
2. Last phone call: faiz
3. Last text message: khalisah
4. Last song you listened to: mariah carey-my all
5. Last time you cried:4 days ago
6. Dated someone twice: never
7. Been cheated on: countless...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never had one!
9. Lost someone special:mum
10. Been depressed: Definitely
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope!!!soon!hahaha!!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. deep purple
13. White
14. black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Uh'huh
16. Fallen out of love: IDK
17. Laughed until you cried: can i say every time i meet my bitches!!
18. Met someone who changed you: No one can change me.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Who cares man,they lack of attention.
22.How many kids do you want to have: 4 and below...
24. Do you have any pets: no..but i love to have a kitten!
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: i was working
27. What time did you wake up today: 11am
What were you doing at midnight last night: Online talking to farah and ica
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: look beautiful..and graduate!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 yrs 4 month ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: To be a more patient and appreciative sister and daugther.
32. What are you listening to right now: sleeq-my spy
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I ate him after we talked,his name is Tom Yam.
34.What's getting on your nerves right now:my studies!!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook.com,blogspot.ebay.forever 21...youtube!
36. Whats your real name: zahidah knowles
37. Nicknames: zie......nur(mum used to called)girl(at home)
38. Relationship Status: single,mingle,jingle,with the dingle!!!
39. Zodiac sign: scoprio
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary?:park view Primary School.
42. Middle School?: coral Secondary School
43. High school/college?: ITE simei
.44. Hair colour: black mixture of dark brown!
45. Long or short: long.
46. Height: 17847 cm.
Do you have a crush on someone?*blushing*ALIF SLEEQ!hahaha!!but no hope...
48: What do you like about yourself?:eyes...my loudest
49. Piercings: ear..
50. Tattoos: no..clean!
51. Righty or lefty: huh?
52. First surgery: nope!
53. First piercing: ear!only the ear!!
54. First best friend: vanessa danker
55. First sport you joined: huh!!sport!no thanks!!
56. First vacation: puket...thailand
58. First pair of trainers:this got to do with sport right,,,then i dun noe!
59. Eating: yes..duh!!
60. Drinking: nah'uh
61. I'm about to: Change to a next song
62. Listening to: beyonce-flaws and all
63. Waiting on: Nothing.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes.
65. Get Married?: alif!!!duh!!!
66. Career?: a radio DJ..or a tv host..radio presenter...all of them got to do with talking!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older or same age!
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Armss.
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker!!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Gile pe.
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: countless times!
79. Sex on first date: no!!never had a bf also!!!hahaha!!
80. Broken someone's heart: idk...
82. Been arrested: For snipping my armpit hair and sold it as weed.
83. Turned someone down: Yes
.84. Cried when someone died: Yup.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Hee.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: need to!!
87. Miracles: Yes!
88. Love at first sight: Ye saye!
89. Heaven: In the name of Allah,Yes.
90. Santa Claus: my brother is the real one k.Santa Claus fake.
91. Kiss on the first date: nope!
92. Angels: Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never had one.=)
95. Did you sing today?: Yes in the toilet(home),in the lift(alone)hahaha!!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Noo.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I'll go back to year 2000 and tell my mum to eat her medicice so that she wont fall sick....
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: idk.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: I'm having phobias already.YES.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: only the truth,nothing but the truth!!!

copy and paste quiz for aliah's blog....

2009-05-19T09:48:00.000-07:00

Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?-neck.

How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?feel like throwin up..

Who was the last person you took photo with.?my darling farah and khalisah

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? hell no!

Would you ever donate blood?yes...

Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex? yup!

Do you want someone dead?the bird that keeps coming inside my house...and shit all over at my floor and iam the one that have to clean their shit!!!

What does the last message say?taktahu.haha tgk ah-send by khalisah.

What are you thinking right now?i wanna go and sleep!!

Do you wish someone with you right now?yes..always did...my mum.

What time you went to bed last night? 3am

Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now?its free...its say DKNY

Is someone in your mind?yes.....ALIF!!!hhahaah!!

Who was the last person who texted you? khalisah

10 people tagged to do this quiz-IDK..... IF YOU WANT DO JUST COPY AH, LAZY TO TAGG PEOPLE..

just to update.....=)

2009-05-18T09:09:00.000-07:00

OMG!!its so dusty in here.....*hashoosoo*coughing*....-__-hahahaha!!how are you guys doing?!(omg zahidah why are you talkin like some sort of superstar...stop it ehk)i got alot of fans requesting me to update my blog as you can see at my taggy....(zahidah u are doing it again...stop it!!)hahaha!!!iam just gonna do some random shit here....had an FZKS day out at haji lane(i cabot school!!*pointing finger at farah ica and syaf*)school suppose to end at 4.30.."i end it" at 2.30....hahahaha!!!sorry rose to leave u alone!!!=(
did nothing.....just window -shoppin.....we are "dry" what do expect!!!but F and S did bought stuff.....
i really fuckin miss them!!miss our old days...*sob2*and for the first time iam early!!!haha!!yah like seriously.....not kiddin...but actually...F came first and then me...we met at pasir ris mrt platform....then WE HAVE TO WAIT FOR TWO BITCHES FOR ALMOST AN HOUR!!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!so we made good use of that hour to do what we are good at....GOSSIP! tell me about it....so we talk about this and that....iam tellin you when NUR ZAHIDAH AND FARAHLINA gossip we are much much worse then the gossip girl..*shakein head*seriously....dont leave us alone....scary u know!!hahaha!!

aites i wanna say sumthing...i wanna say what i wanna say and iam gonna say it right here!!
c'mon ppl....have your own fashion sense...dont be a follower..like....dog..to be harsh!
if you want to be like another person that you are following...you are not being yourself..
its best to be yourself...its annoying when you come out with your own fashion and suddenly some assholes dress like you...how do feel????huh?huh?huh?sooooooooo stop it!!this post is not to label on anyone but on what i obverse at bugis....and F i know what you mean copy and paste!!hahahaha!!!!
and to the assholes in my class....two for them actually...i just gonna label them as lame and dumb.

first stop....lame.fuck you....and your stupid ass lame joke!!its not funny btw!!you are like the stupidest lame fuckin annoyin guy i ever met in my entire life bitch!!! go get a damn life and stop bothering ppl...we hate you! and seriously.... if you ever disturb me again...u seriously need a new face asshole!!dont try me....

second...dumb.dont think you are handsome and all minah bawa blk is runnin after you are like some sort of a big shot!!guess what...you're not...!!accpect the fact bitch!you go around sayin you hate this person hate that person....who the fuck are you to say that!!if you hate the person so much!! dont mix or talk to the person!! boy....u seriously have to change your secondary mode to mature mode....and if you hate us...WE HATE YOU MORE!!grow up please!thanks!

and i yesterday i dreamt about mr obama!!! president of the states!!! seriously!!! i was shakein hand with him!!!with thousand of camera light flicking!!!!!hahahaha!!!then and my idiotic sister wakes up.....-__-!!!!!

love you FARAH.KHALISAH.SYAFIQAH.HASYIQA.
and of course...my darling new friends ROSE.TITI.

i love you alif!!!!!!!!hahahaha!!

bye...
i try my fuckin best to upload pic...

-love-

LIKE OMG!!!

2009-05-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

alif sleeq actually talk to me on MSN on wednesday at 8.15 to 8.29pm!!!!!!hahahaha!!!!!omg!!
omg!!omg!!omg!!!i was sreaming all the way when i was talkin to him...!!!but when i reply him..step cool je...!!!hahahahahaha!!!i was like so...yah sleeq yah...think i care...local.... small la...
hahahaah!!pade hal!!pade hal!!he was so friendly!!omg!!!ailah jealous...hahahaha!!*evil laugh*
i know i guys kaypo...want to know what we love bird were talkin rite!!!
(convo at MSN.... mr alif and mrs alif)
*mrs alif saw mr alif online*

mrs alif:is this alif sleeq...for real?

mr alif:yup..hahaha!!

mrs alif at home:OMG ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGHHHHHGHFGHGHGHG!!!!!!!

mrs alif:ouh...hahaha!hey.....!!

mr alif:hahahaha!!

mrs alif at home:what should i ask!!what should ask him!!!omg!!!

mrs alif at home:*still blank*...*still in shock*....alah...nvm la...diam je...=( maybe bz with other fans.....
(no convo about 15 sec)

mr ailf:so whatsup?

mrs alif at home:OMG!!!did he just whatsup me!!!!!omg!!

mrs alif:nothing...just bz with school....nothing much....

mrs alif at home:wtf did i just say!!!stupid ye kau zahidah!!

mrs alif:then u?schoolin?yes...no?

mr alif:yup....iam actually bz doing my presentation of twrw....

mrs alif:ouh...

mr alif:hey...i gtg!we talk soon okay?

mrs alif:okay...sure!

mr alif:bye!

mrs alif:bye!

mrs alif at home:*faint*

after that i got fever!!!!serious!!iam not kiddin!!!love sick!!!hahahaa!!

i seriously can see our future together....having kids... happily married......its shining sooooooooo brightly!!!hahahahahaa!!

-love-

flaws and all

2009-05-08T01:53:00.000-07:00

yes...like my flaws is so obvious....iam fat...i look much more ugly when iam taking pictures...seriously...i realise it today..(not really today la..but sometime back....)when was having my photoshoot...i really pity jonathan because i spolit him pic...he really took nice shoots but he pick a wrong model...he pick me!he really wanted to have a high mark...btw this photoshoot was his like so called his exam and also model that he picks is marks counted...and i screw it....bad!i really love taking picture...but my face...body...OMG!after the shoot... jon show the pic to me...i also cried!!i look so bad!!but he keep on sayin no la!!nice!!awsome girl!!i love it!!u have the tyra bank eyes...lip!like omg iam so jealous rite now!!u pose like a pro model!!
-__- yah right.....
i was so fed up with myself...i didnt really gave what jon wants...haiiii....he shouldnt have pick me.....and alot of people actually say iam beuatiful la....sweet la....cute la...(but i agree with cute because alif did say i was cute!!hahaha!!)all that shit la....and if i say i never had a bf before...they will be like... serious!u r a liar la!!kau bedek la!!!tipu tk agak2 la!fuck the what la!!i only speak the truth only the truth and nothing but the truth!!i get nothing if i lie....and if i deny them about sayin me iam beuatiful...they will say i have low self esteem...but trust me ppl....iam not..i noe myself better then u guys....

and ppl say...sometime guys will not go for looks but heart...MY FOOT LA!!no such thing as that this days....now is like... face like megan fox...body like beyonce than u can be mine...i dont care if the "below" is loose.... but if its loose...better...!!that is the REAL world or should i say most of the mindset of guys now days....(omg...sick right!!!)iam not tryna say that all guys are like that but...the good ones are all taken...=(
and iam not sayin all this to have or force any one to be my bf!!!i just wanna let it out!i always felt the heart ache...but never the love...werid right!!but its true......my close friends should know....

but i will not just sit down here...and hoping to change overnight!this is my plan...
1.burn those nasty fats(gym obviously....no pill!)
2.spa(clean off the spot2 on my face)
3.mole remove???i need you guys for this....suggestion please!!yes...no?leave suggestion on my taggy please!!
4.braces
5.do something if the panda eyes!!

so readers if you have any suggestion beside what i listed up there...feel free to leave comment at my taggy.....=)i really need you guys to help me...(not to harsh aites..haha!)i always wanted to look persentable...nice..but dont worry...zahidah will always be zahidah...=)
and obviously iam not doing this to get a bf......fuckin no way i gonna do this for any assholes!!not the time yet....

gtg!

-love-

miss her loadz.....=(

2009-05-03T04:27:00.000-07:00

its been two years since my mummy pass away.....i misss her so much...not like i dont miss my abah but....he pass away when i was 6 going 7....when he left i seriously dont know a thing... i was a kid...what do you expect...!after a year my abah died then i understood what was going on....after i got to know what is life and death..and when someone is gone...that person is really gone...
about my mummy....i was lost and upset...i wasnt myself the first two month she died...i couldnt control myself if i see a daugther and mother going shoppin or eating together...holding hand...i didnt had that chance...she had stroke when i was 9..just after a few year my abah died...that is when i can say i have didnt have my parents love since i was 9...i was independent at that tender age...iam not blameing her for that...that is our family fate...she suffer alot...in the 7 year she was having stroke...the pain...how she see me behaving badly as i grew up...she cried alot for me..iam such an asshole who dont give a damn on her tears...and i was fucking rude towards her...i seriously hate myself for doing that to her... and i think i been punish by doing that to her..and i deserve it..about my mummy even she is having that illness she cant talk...she cant move alot... she still show care and love towards me...but i cant see that..she still can forgive her kids even after what we did to her....her heart is like a rare jewel...the love that she gave to us is soooo pirceless...its much more expensive that anything that you can find in this stupid world..
after she left...it was like a slap on my face...i didnt know what i was suppose to do w/o her...
i didnt realise that i needed her sooo much..even at the age of 16 when she died..most of us think that we dont need our parent at that age.. we are so called "mature"we can handle things on our own...but trust me...we are not.we still need them.....many for us thinks that our parents like to pick on us...hate us..dont care about us...nag like there is no tomorrow...but the reason they are doing that is because they love us...that is how they show their love to us..they dont want us to repeat the mistake that we did....make it short for our own good!and for the reader who hate your parent for what they did as what i listed up there....think a million times if you guys still wants to hate them after u guys read this...trust me u guys will miss them nagging at your butt after there are gone...really gone... no such thing as mak angkat or bapak angkat...the love they gave you is not the same as what your bio parent is giving to you......trust me.

so guys cherish them while you can...they will leave you one day...no times to hate.

you guys must be wondering why out of sudden..i post about my mummy..its because i cant stand missing
her i have to let it out somewhere....so here it is.

as for mother's day me sis,bro,syahzani,matin and that old bitch...is gonna visit our dearest mummy's grave...me and sis plan to buy our mummy fav flower rose....as in the stalks la...not the petals..!and i decide to buy the mother's day flower...hmmmm...what is the flower name...i forgot la!!!and also roses...and obviously pray for her so that she is in peace somewhere up there...

love u ami.....

i try to post my mummy pic...to show u guys how fair and flawless she is...and how young she looks... and her real age is much more older then she looks...

i just wish i could have her back...i will do anything...just anything to have her back..but ...i guess it wont happen...i just have to let it go....she is much more happier up there.....

-love-

sick of it!!!!-__-

2009-04-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

there are just a few thingssss i want to get it out of my chest!!yeasterday this is what happen in school....iwas talking with my chinese friends(girls)finally......after almost 3 week of school *pfft*!!i was the one who start the ball rolling...i ask them some stupid random question....and suddenly they ask me...(in the conversation chew, rita,and...i forget her name!haha!and of course yours truly.)

zahidah:ehk what your name i forgot?
*the intro starts*

chew:then u leh?

zahidah:beyonce*sarcastic*

chew and so the rest:serious!!really!!(they really actually believe that)

zahidah:yah...*laughing*

chew:wow....cool sia your name....

zahidah:you actually believe that?

chew:yah....why?

zahidah:NO LA!!!my name is zahidah!

chew:really!!!!*shock*u malay?!

zahidah:yah la!then!

chew:aiya...-__-...i thought u eurasian leh....the black black one ..not the white one!

zahidah:busted sia you!!*laughing*

zahidah:nigga la...is it?

chew:yah!that one!

zahidah:i really look like that!!

zahidah:iam mix!my father is indian...my mother is indian...but my father and mother is not the tamil one huh!....the hindi one!!!get it right!*laughing*

chew:ouh...since the first day sia...i look at u...u dont look malay or indian sia...

zahidah:serious!

chew:serious!

zahidah:rita serious or what?!

rita:serious!

dont noe the name:serious!

zahidah:fuck the what!!!hahahaha!

zahidah:so thats why when i say my name is beyonce u believe la?

chew:yah la!!hahaha!

zahidah:okay...hahaha!so now you know all ready right?

chew:yes!

zahidah:good!!

so ppl get this right!!!iam not eurasian!or pure indian!!iam a mix blood!!aiyyooooo!!!dont get mistaken by my looks!!not sure,come to me and ask!or go to my friends and ask them!! saya boleh bercakap dalam bahasa melayu sundal!!

and fairouz stop it ehk!!!!my eyes are perfectly FINE!!!.....but i need your help...like seriously!!
iam sooo lost in class!!like serious shit!!i dont understand what the hell is mr othman talking!!kau kn pandai.. please!!!=( hahaha!!
rose sometime dont understand also.....so...yah....but thanks rose!!u help me most of the time!! thanks girl.....!!wait...i forgot someone.....titi!!thanks to you too!!but stop sreaming at my ear.. iam not that deaf ...if you want to know....hahaha! and hasbi!!!thank you soooooooooooo much!!!please do teach me!!

gtg folks!!!

cya in the next post!!

-love-

speech day...

2009-04-25T22:14:00.000-07:00

like omg!! it was awsome!!for the first time in my life i felt iam smart..hahaha!!i been awarded for my studies ...hahaha!!i was freaking nervous when it was my turn to get up on the stage to receive the award..so this what happen on stage..i was walking toward mr teo... .... ....(i still dont know his name)i kept talkin to myself...(zahidah dont u dare screw up!!and you better dont show ur clumsy-ness to a big man like him!)so when i was infront of him...he is like freaking tall despite me wearing my 3 1/2 inch heel!!and i shook hand with him..i thought is was over after shaking hand with me.after sayin thank you...but it didnt..he started asking me question...OMG!this what he ask...

mr teo:good job.

zahidah:thank you sir.

mr teo:are u still schooling?

zahidah:yes iam.

mr teo:where?

zahidah:ite simei.

mr teo:in which course?

zahidah:mechinal technology

mr teo:good luck in your studies and may you excel in life.good job

zahidah: thank sir.

mr teo:wait a minute, are you alif sleeq wife?

zahidah:yes iam!!

hahahaha!!the last two line did not happen..i hope it did...hahaha!!anyone who actually was about to believe that..good!!may god bless u!!haha!!but i just realise that i was holding his hand through out the whole conversation.(i wish i could hold alif's hand that long...the longer the better!!i wont not let go!!!)and only me and hasyiqa got to talk to the big man on stage..but i was the one that he ask the most question...nervous shit!!and the principal that me and farah,ica,syaf "love" the "most" hug me...like big Watever la ehk!!she should get an award for that!good acting btw!she said she was so proud of me...i struggle alot la...bla!bla!bla!ouh shut up bitch!!i know how much u hate me!!and u know how much i hate you for putting us in a very deep shit that cause our future!!......thank you for that!!slut....

and i cant wait for the photoshoot that we are having soon!!the theme is slumber party!!!whooo hooo!!
this is the first photoshoot iam so excited about!!u people wait of it!if u guys are into high fashion stuff...wait for it!!we got something up our sleeves....hahaha!!

i got to end here.....and aliah!!we are suppose to meet right!!we suppose to cam-whoreing!!
-__-!!!!!! and i will upload the speech day pic a.s.a.p!

-love-

lame...

2009-04-24T10:55:00.000-07:00

yesterday our school had a telematch...our school came in 2 th....in history!!we r suppose to come in first!!in the history of the telematch in ite simei, engineering always comes in first...did i say like every year! its because that day we had a very fuckin idiotic referee that is so fuckin biased!!every single thing like a small mistake like droppin the pole..that person has to do it all over again...and no one will help that poor assholes to put anything back like i said..poles drop or anything that is not nnecessary for them to do..points will not be added if u put back the pole neither point will be deduced if the referee help that person....bitch!we lose alot of point because of that game..because most of them are guys..that game require the player to go under a pole about half a meter tall...and i understand guys body are not like ladies..u know what i mean.....so every time they go under they will hit the pole....but what makes me mad...it that referee for other schools help their player ..unlike us!!we waste alot of time by just startin all over again and again..dumb dumb!!but the player in our school really make us proud in cheering comp...its was the best cheer i ever heard.....but not really la...i did much better in my cheerleading days.. ceh!!hahaha!!

and...i have a crush in school!!!he is like soooo cute!!he is in sport management....hot body... not too much muscle...just nice....tan....*drooling*the only thing i dont know is his name...but yesterday he SMILE at me!!yah!!i know!!like he was smileing at the pompan paling slenge in school!!! but who cares!like omg!!he was smiling at me..*drooling again*=D

farah my dear....my advice is let him go...he dont desvere u...if he really wants to be with his friends..then let it be!! action speak louder that word....but i dont think so he is doing that...

u worth someone better...not him.girl...its your choices...iam just ur bestie..no matter what happen me and k will be just behind you...(dont worry we dont stalk u....but we stalk u for ur lappy and cappy...opps!!hahaha!!)just be strong like u always do...dont get to stress out..ur mye is just this monday....so do what you are suppose to do only!!that is ur studies that iam fuckin worry for u.. so do what is right...=)

i join soul percussion for cca!!its was like fuckin fun and awsome!!i play a kind of drum..but abit smaller...iam not sure about the name..ones i know..i get back to u guys!!but its easy to play...better that those big..big!!bulky bulky one!!that is so troublesome to play...

gtg folks!!

bye...

-love-

=)

2009-04-23T04:21:00.000-07:00

nothing much happen in school...iam like soooo blur in class..but lucky i got some helpful and smart classmates..cerdits to(rose,faiz,fairouz)thanks u guys!=)....and guess what... iam scared!! on saturday!! speech day!!!iam scared i might screw up!!once in a life time seh!!and i'll be shakein hand with mr teo..what..what..i dont know his real name..hahaha!!yah!!but i know he is a quite powerful man...whooo...

its been two weeks of school but i barely know half of my classmates name...not my fault!some of them are just pure sombong!!....

khalisah... thanks girl...dont worry...i try to hold on as long as i could...i have endure insult about my looks...how ugly i look...how fat iam... for about 10 years already..iam use to it...but if i could make it go away...that will be better...but i know i cant...but its okay.. as long i have my best bitches friends in the world that is you,hasiqa,farah and syaf....iam strong.=)

farah..iam not sexy....i dont have sexy butt...its just fats!yup i cant wait to meet my darlingss!!

i miss u guys like fuck!!

got to end here...

bye...

see u guys in the next post!!

-love-

miss them..

2009-04-19T02:15:00.000-07:00

FARAH!!i still hate u bitch for cutting ur hair ...but i still miss and love u!!!!yup...i agree with you..about us going out...but when!!!and i need ur help to unprivate my blog...cos my ite friends(girls) wants to read it...so yah....help me!=D....and F you about me drooling at school!!but its true la..hahahaha!! like omg!! the guys are hot...!!and iam gonna F you for sayin iam a minah!!my skirt is long F.Y.I...!!and my hair is black and i go school w/o make up!!!but maybe abit of foundation powder..but for goodness sake!my face is not flawless!!and i always tie my hair up...in a bun!!yah!!so is that minah!!huh!huh!huh!ur friend here is like the minah slenge in the class do u know that!!about us meeting up right...i guess we meet after ur M.Y.E...i heard its in 2 week time right...?so go study!study!!!

KHALISAH!!!!!of course bitch...i will not forget u!!i miss u like fuckin loads toooooooo!!!!any hot news happen in school...??update me love!and iam not a minah!!dont u both get it!!!haiyoooo!!!

some friends i have keep calling me minah....hai..hai*sob*it doesnt mean i enter ite...i transform to became a minah...obviously there are some..but hell no!!not me!!iam still the good girl..who doesnt do any bad thing iam just a innocent girl....*eyes blinking*....anyone who is reading this please dont throw up...kalisah and farah i know u guys just did.... hahahahaha!!i gotta stop here..

so ica ...you also go study!study!!

I LOVE U BITCHES!!

bye..

-love-

the first few days of my ite school life...

2009-04-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

its my second day of school...it was OKAY...i made 10 friends out of 45 student in class..okay la tu..8 girls(thats is all the girl in the class)and i met a girl name rose...so sweet..she is 19 but..she is so small...but cute!!hahahaha!2 of them are guy...

had that stupid ice breaking game...that is like soooo fuckin lame!!then when we were having our break...A FIGHT BROKE OUT ARH!!at the cafe itself...scary la seh!!because the minah that went up to the other minah was sitting just behind ME!!i still dont know why the fight happen...but this is the sinppet of it.....

the actresses....minah rep from hair design and minah rep from nursing.

the minah rep from (h.d)was sttting behind me...i notice that she was talkin to her friend about somthing that she is not happy about.... but i just didnt care la...so at one point of time she get up and her chair hit my chair really damn hard...i was scared...want to know why..at that time i was gossipin with my friend....so i think she was not happy bout what she heard maybe....so went she get up...she went directly to a table...like 4 table infront of us...while she was walking toward them she said" kau pesal sial!!!tk puas hati pe sial!!cibai kau kanape bobal sal aku puki!!!ehk kimak aku tk takot la sial!!THEN!!!!!U NOW WHAT!! i didnt hear anything after that...i think they when to "do it outside".....but iam still wondering...i didnt hear anything from the minah rep from nursing... da takot la tu!!hahahaha!!u call yourself minah rep!!u bring shame to them!

k la people...gtg... i have to be in school at 8....(f.y.i was late on the first day of school...)

and yes hot guys are everywhere in my school...but sombong to me...obviously..no look...no layan....!!

bye nite-nite!!

hope u enjoy my short movie sinppet!!

-love-

HEHE

2009-04-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

farahlina here. GI UPDATE LA BLOG KAU PANTAT

haha.bye

loves!

W.T.F!!!

2009-03-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

why!!!mark bonafide add me up at facebook!!like omg!!!!he requested me to be his

friend at facebook....like come on!!!he is an artiste!!if u guys dont know him..he is a rapper

his songs are damn FINEEEE!he recently perform at live n loaded..but he is not that cute tho..

but who am i!!like me..me..yah me!!and!and! i wrote at his wall's(hey mark thanks 4 the add!love ur songs!!round and round is awsome!!)then 35 min later HE REPLY ME!!he said(hey thank you so much!see u soon at my shows!)if u guys dont know iam a fan of local hip hop..thats why i know all this local rappers..i tellin u guys.. their songs..music is off the hook!!we should support local music!!...mainly hip hop la!!LOL!!and f thanks for being me eng teacher!hahaha!

bye

-love-

p.s(i cant figure it out why iam so happy about mark adding me up...hmm.)

fate or coincidence??

2009-03-14T01:06:00.000-07:00

before i started..f and k thanks for hearing me out!sure..i'm free next week..which day..??i not sure LOL!!!btw that idiot delete the picture at his facebook..i wonder who told him??and that day when i damn him about rejecting me at facebook..on that day itself he accept me..LOL!!

hmmm....he must be reading my blog.hahaha!that is so not gonna happen!u guys must be wondering why iam makin it a big fuzz about alif drinking..DO U GUYS READ THE PAPERS!! if u are drunk..u will do anything stupid rite??u might get involved in fights..and u dont realise that u get beaten up..to cut it short it cost ur life...that is some education..haha!!

if i have the chance to be his friend..i try my fuckin best to change his bad habits...seriously!!is not worth it..and f same goes to u....

bye.

-love-

guy r jerk...seriously!

2009-03-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

why ALL guy r jerk?where are all the good guys at!!!i found out alif sleeq DRINKS!!! fuck him!!i when to freaky-z's (one for the local singer-rapper)facebook..when to his picture..not knowing that stupid picture is there...then i saw alif smiling with his drunked friend..then i felt something is wrong with the picture, alif had a BOTTLE OF VOKKA NEXT TO HIM!! i dont think it belongs to his friend...because each of his friend has one bottle...so that bottle must be his. i taught he was a very nice,funny,mummy's boy,CUTE guy..not after i saw those picture..!!!WHY ALIF!! tsk...tsk..tsk..i taught u different from the other guy....u say this.. u say that.. u listen to ur mother..a very famliy person..hate girl that r too sexy..will not do "ANYTHING STUPID" bla ..bla...bla just to win ur stupid fans heart(iam one of them)..and khalisah told me that picture was taken awhile back..no it was not ica!!that picture was taken last month!!on the 21 feb 2009!!i dont think is that long!!

what can i do...that is his life.if is that he wants..then that is how is gonna be.

*gud nite*

one more thing!!!! he rejected me on facebook!!i resquested to be his friend!!that asshole rejected me!!why dont he put a shoutout stateing(i only accpect hot bitches...ugly loser(girl) r not welcome!)-alif-
slut.

now is gud nite!

2009-03-09T21:24:00.000-07:00

W.T.F!!!!I just bought my computer a week ago..not even a week!!!it started to hanged, crash slow downloading.. did i say very...very..very..very...very SLOWWW!! yah! fuckin slow!!!!!! fuck it!!!fuck the computer!!!or the internet!!iam sooo pissed off right now!! i need help

like really..really S.O.S!

hey!!!!

2009-03-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

hey ppl!!!this is my blog!!!i noe,i noe is kinda outdated to have a blog NOW!
so u peeps just talk to me through...u ppl should noe what u r suppose to do rite...
and!and!and!add me up at MSNmailto:glamour_killz@live.com.
so peace!
love ya'll!!