sick of it!!!!-__-

there are just a few thingssss i want to get it out of my chest!!yeasterday this is what happen in school....iwas talking with my chinese friends(girls)finally......after almost 3 week of school *pfft*!!i was the one who start the ball rolling...i ask them some stupid random question....and suddenly they ask me...(in the conversation chew, rita,and...i forget her name!haha!and of course yours truly.)

zahidah:ehk what your name i forgot?
*the intro starts*

chew:then u leh?

zahidah:beyonce*sarcastic*

chew and so the rest:serious!!really!!(they really actually believe that)

zahidah:yah...*laughing*

chew:wow....cool sia your name....

zahidah:you actually believe that?

chew:yah....why?

zahidah:NO LA!!!my name is zahidah!

chew:really!!!!*shock*u malay?!

zahidah:yah la!then!

chew:aiya...-__-...i thought u eurasian leh....the black black one ..not the white one!

zahidah:busted sia you!!*laughing*

zahidah:nigga la...is it?

chew:yah!that one!

zahidah:i really look like that!!

zahidah:iam mix!my father is indian...my mother is indian...but my father and mother is not the tamil one huh!....the hindi one!!!get it right!*laughing*

chew:ouh...since the first day sia...i look at u...u dont look malay or indian sia...

zahidah:serious!

chew:serious!

zahidah:rita serious or what?!

rita:serious!

dont noe the name:serious!

zahidah:fuck the what!!!hahahaha!

zahidah:so thats why when i say my name is beyonce u believe la?

chew:yah la!!hahaha!

zahidah:okay...hahaha!so now you know all ready right?

chew:yes!

zahidah:good!!


so ppl get this right!!!iam not eurasian!or pure indian!!iam a mix blood!!aiyyooooo!!!dont get mistaken by my looks!!not sure,come to me and ask!or go to my friends and ask them!! saya boleh bercakap dalam bahasa melayu sundal!!


and fairouz stop it ehk!!!!my eyes are perfectly FINE!!!.....but i need your help...like seriously!!
iam sooo lost in class!!like serious shit!!i dont understand what the hell is mr othman talking!!kau kn pandai.. please!!!=( hahaha!!
rose sometime dont understand also.....so...yah....but thanks rose!!u help me most of the time!! thanks girl.....!!wait...i forgot someone.....titi!!thanks to you too!!but stop sreaming at my ear.. iam not that deaf ...if you want to know....hahaha! and hasbi!!!thank you soooooooooooo much!!!please do teach me!!


gtg folks!!!

cya in the next post!!

-love-

speech day...

like omg!! it was awsome!!for the first time in my life i felt iam smart..hahaha!!i been awarded for my studies ...hahaha!!i was freaking nervous when it was my turn to get up on the stage to receive the award..so this what happen on stage..i was walking toward mr teo... .... ....(i still dont know his name)i kept talkin to myself...(zahidah dont u dare screw up!!and you better dont show ur clumsy-ness to a big man like him!)so when i was infront of him...he is like freaking tall despite me wearing my 3 1/2 inch heel!!and i shook hand with him..i thought is was over after shaking hand with me.after sayin thank you...but it didnt..he started asking me question...OMG!this what he ask...

mr teo:good job.

zahidah:thank you sir.

mr teo:are u still schooling?

zahidah:yes iam.

mr teo:where?

zahidah:ite simei.

mr teo:in which course?

zahidah:mechinal technology

mr teo:good luck in your studies and may you excel in life.good job

zahidah: thank sir.

mr teo:wait a minute, are you alif sleeq wife?

zahidah:yes iam!!

hahahaha!!the last two line did not happen..i hope it did...hahaha!!anyone who actually was about to believe that..good!!may god bless u!!haha!!but i just realise that i was holding his hand through out the whole conversation.(i wish i could hold alif's hand that long...the longer the better!!i wont not let go!!!)and only me and hasyiqa got to talk to the big man on stage..but i was the one that he ask the most question...nervous shit!!and the principal that me and farah,ica,syaf "love" the "most" hug me...like big Watever la ehk!!she should get an award for that!good acting btw!she said she was so proud of me...i struggle alot la...bla!bla!bla!ouh shut up bitch!!i know how much u hate me!!and u know how much i hate you for putting us in a very deep shit that cause our future!!......thank you for that!!slut....

and i cant wait for the photoshoot that we are having soon!!the theme is slumber party!!!whooo hooo!!
this is the first photoshoot iam so excited about!!u people wait of it!if u guys are into high fashion stuff...wait for it!!we got something up our sleeves....hahaha!!

i got to end here.....and aliah!!we are suppose to meet right!!we suppose to cam-whoreing!!
-__-!!!!!! and i will upload the speech day pic a.s.a.p!

-love-

lame...

yesterday our school had a telematch...our school came in 2 th....in history!!we r suppose to come in first!!in the history of the telematch in ite simei, engineering always comes in first...did i say like every year! its because that day we had a very fuckin idiotic referee that is so fuckin biased!!every single thing like a small mistake like droppin the pole..that person has to do it all over again...and no one will help that poor assholes to put anything back like i said..poles drop or anything that is not nnecessary for them to do..points will not be added if u put back the pole neither point will be deduced if the referee help that person....bitch!we lose alot of point because of that game..because most of them are guys..that game require the player to go under a pole about half a meter tall...and i understand guys body are not like ladies..u know what i mean.....so every time they go under they will hit the pole....but what makes me mad...it that referee for other schools help their player ..unlike us!!we waste alot of time by just startin all over again and again..dumb dumb!!but the player in our school really make us proud in cheering comp...its was the best cheer i ever heard.....but not really la...i did much better in my cheerleading days.. ceh!!hahaha!!

and...i have a crush in school!!!he is like soooo cute!!he is in sport management....hot body... not too much muscle...just nice....tan....*drooling*the only thing i dont know is his name...but yesterday he SMILE at me!!yah!!i know!!like he was smileing at the pompan paling slenge in school!!! but who cares!like omg!!he was smiling at me..*drooling again*=D

farah my dear....my advice is let him go...he dont desvere u...if he really wants to be with his friends..then let it be!! action speak louder that word....but i dont think so he is doing that...

u worth someone better...not him.girl...its your choices...iam just ur bestie..no matter what happen me and k will be just behind you...(dont worry we dont stalk u....but we stalk u for ur lappy and cappy...opps!!hahaha!!)just be strong like u always do...dont get to stress out..ur mye is just this monday....so do what you are suppose to do only!!that is ur studies that iam fuckin worry for u.. so do what is right...=)

i join soul percussion for cca!!its was like fuckin fun and awsome!!i play a kind of drum..but abit smaller...iam not sure about the name..ones i know..i get back to u guys!!but its easy to play...better that those big..big!!bulky bulky one!!that is so troublesome to play...

gtg folks!!

bye...

-love-

=)

nothing much happen in school...iam like soooo blur in class..but lucky i got some helpful and smart classmates..cerdits to(rose,faiz,fairouz)thanks u guys!=)....and guess what... iam scared!! on saturday!! speech day!!!iam scared i might screw up!!once in a life time seh!!and i'll be shakein hand with mr teo..what..what..i dont know his real name..hahaha!!yah!!but i know he is a quite powerful man...whooo...

its been two weeks of school but i barely know half of my classmates name...not my fault!some of them are just pure sombong!!....

khalisah... thanks girl...dont worry...i try to hold on as long as i could...i have endure insult about my looks...how ugly i look...how fat iam... for about 10 years already..iam use to it...but if i could make it go away...that will be better...but i know i cant...but its okay.. as long i have my best bitches friends in the world that is you,hasiqa,farah and syaf....iam strong.=)

farah..iam not sexy....i dont have sexy butt...its just fats!yup i cant wait to meet my darlingss!!

i miss u guys like fuck!!

got to end here...

bye...

see u guys in the next post!!

-love-

miss them..

FARAH!!i still hate u bitch for cutting ur hair ...but i still miss and love u!!!!yup...i agree with you..about us going out...but when!!!and i need ur help to unprivate my blog...cos my ite friends(girls) wants to read it...so yah....help me!=D....and F you about me drooling at school!!but its true la..hahahaha!! like omg!! the guys are hot...!!and iam gonna F you for sayin iam a minah!!my skirt is long F.Y.I...!!and my hair is black and i go school w/o make up!!!but maybe abit of foundation powder..but for goodness sake!my face is not flawless!!and i always tie my hair up...in a bun!!yah!!so is that minah!!huh!huh!huh!ur friend here is like the minah slenge in the class do u know that!!about us meeting up right...i guess we meet after ur M.Y.E...i heard its in 2 week time right...?so go study!study!!!

KHALISAH!!!!!of course bitch...i will not forget u!!i miss u like fuckin loads toooooooo!!!!any hot news happen in school...??update me love!and iam not a minah!!dont u both get it!!!haiyoooo!!!

some friends i have keep calling me minah....hai..hai*sob*it doesnt mean i enter ite...i transform to became a minah...obviously there are some..but hell no!!not me!!iam still the good girl..who doesnt do any bad thing iam just a innocent girl....*eyes blinking*....anyone who is reading this please dont throw up...kalisah and farah i know u guys just did.... hahahahaha!!i gotta stop here..

so ica ...you also go study!study!!

I LOVE U BITCHES!!

bye..

-love-

the first few days of my ite school life...

its my second day of school...it was OKAY...i made 10 friends out of 45 student in class..okay la tu..8 girls(thats is all the girl in the class)and i met a girl name rose...so sweet..she is 19 but..she is so small...but cute!!hahahaha!2 of them are guy...

had that stupid ice breaking game...that is like soooo fuckin lame!!then when we were having our break...A FIGHT BROKE OUT ARH!!at the cafe itself...scary la seh!!because the minah that went up to the other minah was sitting just behind ME!!i still dont know why the fight happen...but this is the sinppet of it.....

the actresses....minah rep from hair design and minah rep from nursing.

the minah rep from (h.d)was sttting behind me...i notice that she was talkin to her friend about somthing that she is not happy about.... but i just didnt care la...so at one point of time she get up and her chair hit my chair really damn hard...i was scared...want to know why..at that time i was gossipin with my friend....so i think she was not happy bout what she heard maybe....so went she get up...she went directly to a table...like 4 table infront of us...while she was walking toward them she said" kau pesal sial!!!tk puas hati pe sial!!cibai kau kanape bobal sal aku puki!!!ehk kimak aku tk takot la sial!!THEN!!!!!U NOW WHAT!! i didnt hear anything after that...i think they when to "do it outside".....but iam still wondering...i didnt hear anything from the minah rep from nursing... da takot la tu!!hahahaha!!u call yourself minah rep!!u bring shame to them!

k la people...gtg... i have to be in school at 8....(f.y.i was late on the first day of school...)

and yes hot guys are everywhere in my school...but sombong to me...obviously..no look...no layan....!!

bye nite-nite!!

hope u enjoy my short movie sinppet!!

-love-

HEHE

farahlina here. GI UPDATE LA BLOG KAU PANTAT

haha.bye

loves!